WILD ORPHAN

Blandly mother
takes him strolling
        by railroad and by river
--he's the son of the absconded
        hot rod angel--
and he imagines cars
        and rides them in his dreams,

so lonely growing up among
        the imaginary automobiles
and dead souls of Tarrytown

        to create
out of his own imagination
        the beauty of his wild
forebears--a mythology
        he cannot inherit.

Will he later hallucinate
        his gods? Waking
among mysteries with
        an insane gleam
of recollection?

        The recognition--
something so rare
        in his soul,
met only in dreams
        --nostalgias
of another life.

A question of the soul.
        And the injured
losing their injury
        in their innocence
--a cock, a cross,
        an excellence of love.

And the father grieves
        in flophouse
complexities of memory
        a thousand miles
away, unknowing
        of the unexpected
youthful stranger
        bumming toward his door.

New York, April 13, 1952